What do I really want?

I want EVERYTHING. To live life to its fullest. To experience it ALL!

I want to go back in time. I want to go back to being a child, where the greatest worry was being afraid of picking up a ginormous chocolate bar at a supermarket and not being yelled at. I want to make right many things I messed up as a teenager. I want to fix every broken relationship.

I want to go backpacking around the world and learn about every country, every cuisine,  every culture and every language. I want to climb the highest mountain and feel on top of the world. I want to travel around space. I want to set foot on the moon and do the birdie dance. I to skydive. I want to bungee jump off the tallest bridge.I want to scuba dive and try every other thrilling activity.

I want to walk in a rich man's shoes and taste life in extravagance. I want to know what it's like to be famous. I want to walk in a poor man's shoes and to know what it's like to worry about my next meal.

I want to dine with Adele and ask her what inspires her music. I want to design the fanciest clothes. I want to draw. I want to paint. I want to serve. I want to be the first to discover something new. I want a wardrobe full of shoes. I want to be a superhero. I want to be a cartoon. I want to solve crimes. I want to be baker I want to be a successful lawyer fighting for humanity.I want to feel the thrill of driving a truck. I want to drag race. I want to drive at 200kmph and feel the wind in my hair. I want to be a singer. I want to dance till I drop. I want to act. I want to own a farm. I want to know all there is to know about food.I want to be an entrepreneur, to sell the most amazing pastries there ever were. I want to dine in a hot air balloon. I want to fly. I want to meet the man of my dreams, have a fairy tale wedding and have a houseful of kids. I want to be a supermom. 

I want…..… the list goes on and on and on, simply ‘cause I want to experience EVERYTHING.

While most of the things are not close to possible, most of them are still things I know can achieve with determination. However, I know for a fact, that NONE of those can give me utmost satisfaction!

Over time there’s one thing I've tried but found most hard to achieve 

        -keeping up my relationship with my Creator!

 I’ve had the ‘highs’, I’ve had the ‘lows’ and I lived 'in between', yet never, never, never, have I achieved perfection and I know I never will.

More than anything this world can offer, I WANT my Creator to be my life experience!